Hello lovelies, I'm (kinda) back!!! I missed all of you so much, like you don't even know! I guess owe an explanation as to why I left, so let's explain the Alihaddok saga. I'll do the short version.
1. I lost my creativity. Every doll I made felt like a cheap rip-off of something else. It was really affecting my ability to make something I liked and knew you guys would like.
2. Love life. To say that my relationship with my (now ex) boyfriend/ fiancé was perfect would be a huge lie. It wasnt, near the end we fought over a lot of dumb sh!t. And no matter how freeing it was to get out of a vastly unhealty relationship, leaving someone you've know and loved for a long time hurts like a b!tch. So, long story short, my self esteem plummeted to well below zero. ( Though I can say that I'm happily single with plans to stay that way!)
3. Time. I'm a adult with adult problems, but also adult responsibilities. This is why I never knew if I was going to have to leave DD or not. (Sorry for being one of those annoying "I'm leaving DD!" People, but I seriously never knew if I was actually going to have to leave or not! Please forgive me!)
4. Growing up. I've changed a lot since leaving here, and looking back I wish I had come out of my shell more. I was always afraid of commenting. One simple reasons: I was scared of hurting someone's feeling by accident somehow. And I hate that I was like that, because so many wonderful, beautiful gifts were made for me that I never commented on! And how could I forget the Altice OCS? All so beautiful!!! And I, in my infinite scaredy pants self, never commented how amazing they all are! And never commenting how grateful I was about you guys sweet comments? WHY, ALI, WHY!?!?! I'm proud to say I've come out of my shell now though! I hope to before vocal about my gratitude now!!!
Why only on Instagram? I'm sorting out my expenses, and currently can't fit DD in there yet. But, not to fear, I'll purchase my membership as soon as I can!!! Instagram seems like a good enough substitute for the time being! Also, I don't know how to pintrest, XD
Anyways, I just felt I owed you guys an explanation apology. I know I left pretty abuptly. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'd like to start over again. I'm a new person from who I was , and I think a new beginning on here would really help me em( )ace my new found persons.
Love you guys!!!
P.s. You can find me on Instagram with the user: Alihaddok! (I know, I know, it's the same user as here, what can I say, I'm attached to it, Lol!
P.s I'm sorry this is so long, I just needed to get this off my chest!